Do we have to 69?

This may be considered a little controversial – but I really don’t love the 69 position.  Now, before you close the article entirely, and head off to find some mutual oral sex porn instead, indulge me for the next few hundred words or so…  Let me explain my issue with 69ing

I guess we need to consider this in two parts.  Firstly, the cock sucking part! 

I know there are differing views from women on having a cock inside their mouth and I respect everyone’s personal opinion.  But I must confess, I absolutely love sucking his cock

I love the intimacy, I love feeling him enjoy it, I love his moans, I love his hand moving in my hair.  It is such a powerful act – using my mouth on his cock to give him such pleasure

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Sometimes, I like to give him a lazy Sunday morning blow job.  When we both first wake up, limbs intimately intertwined beneath the sheets.  Dropping kisses over his chest and stomach until I find his morning excitement

Slowly kissing his cock, caressing the head with my tongue, lazily licking up and down the length of it.  Enjoying his still sleepy sighs, his hands caressing my bed tousled hair.  His gorgeous hazel eyes never leaving mine

Eventually opening wider, taking him into my mouth, letting my head bob up and down on his shaft.  Coating his cock in my saliva as I pleasure him.  My fingers playing with his balls, gently teasing him

Revelling in the sound of his breathing getting faster and more ragged.  Tasting the sweet pre-cum on my tongue.  Luxuriating in the effect I am having on him.  Hearing his groans and knowing what is just about to happen

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Other times I want to completely submit to him, let him own my mouth.  I want to kneel before him, quite possibly with my wrists secured behind my back.  I want his hands gripping my hair so he can control my mouth

It reminds me that I belong to him, for him to use as he wishes.  He sets the pace, he pushes my head as low as he wishes, he thrusts to force himself deeper.  He holds me down on his cock, watching me gag on the size of him.  He pushes into my throat and enjoys making me struggle

He makes a mess of my face.  Saliva dribbling from my abused mouth.  My cheeks wet from his cock slapping against them.  My make up running as tears form in my eyes as I choke on him

He cums where he chooses, in my mouth, on my face, all over my breasts.  The feeling of his control over me hugely flames my arousal

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Yet there is also something incredibly sexy when he lays me down on the bed, with my head hanging over the edge.  Then he thrusts deep into my mouth, using me to relieve his needs

I am less actively submitting; this is more about objectification.  A hole for him to use.  He is fucking my face and I am just taking it

He might reach over and rub at my clit, enjoying watching me struggle to control my orgasm while taking a mouthful of big cock

He calls me his “Fucktoy” and slaps my breasts.  He thrusts hard and deep.  His words and his actions making me even wetter between my legs

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You may have accepted by now that the cock sucking is not my issue with the 69 position.  So, surely, we need to think about a man giving me oral sex

I have to say that it is one of my absolute favourite things in all the world

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I want him to lay me down on the bed and spread my legs wide.  I want him to kiss and caress my body – my neck, my breasts, my stomach, my legs.  Lingering over my inner thighs, until I am whimpering with need

Then I want him to spread my pussy lips and find my clit with his tongue.  For me, that is the most exquisite and wonderful pleasure.  As he licks and sucks and teases, I am in delicious ecstasy

Sometimes, I will grip his hair with my hands, or squeeze my thighs tight around him, like I never want him to stop.  I will grab at the sheets or try and reach his shoulder or try to hold his hand, as I buck and arch against the bed and my sweet orgasms roll over me

I love when he keeps his mouth there as I squirt my juices in such intense climaxes.  Then he just feasts on me all over again

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Or he lays down on the bed and encourages me to straddle his face.  My knees either side of his face.  His hands on my butt cheeks, supporting me and pulling me towards him

I rock back and forth against him.  His tongue stimulating all along my sex.  His stubble rough against me as I grind on his face

The position reinforcing his complete focus on my pleasure.  I feel so completely adored and desired

My climaxes coming fast and intense as he stimulates me so thoroughly.  His name on my lips as I cry out over and over

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You may have accepted by now that a man eating me out is also not my issue with the 69 position!

I think my issue is that I love both acts too much

If I am sucking cock, I want to fully embrace that activity and enjoy every delicious inch of it

If I am receiving oral sex, I want to fully embrace that activity and savour every fabulous second of it

The two at once makes me feel like I have to compromise on both – and both are too wonderful for me to want to do that

So please, can we take it in turns!

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If you enjoy this, maybe you should try reading about My Confessions as a Squirter